So fucking sad. I don't know what's worse, being single or being taken and having the bf live in a difference state. I guess it's pretty much the same thing if you think about it. So alone and bare.
Thank god I don't have to pick between these too! Not. That's right folks, I'm single. Don't know how long for. I know that I'm not ready for a relationship at all. I need to give myself time to heal, which could be a LONG time. I gave everything I could to this guy and I get put down. I'm almost ready to just fucking quit. I'm hating life more and more as I get older. Honestly, I really do hope he finds what he needs and gets what he wants. I just want the best for him. Damn 2 break ups within a year. There's gotta be something wrong with me, right?
No one can be this lame and not get more than a 1.5 year relationship. I think I'm too picky, and ask for too much in a relationship, or maybe I just pick losers that aren't mature?
Is it too much to ask for Benny in the movie Benny and Joon? He could handle her tantrums, and her faults; he didn't give up. I would very much like that.
Fuck you, 2010. You've brought me nothing but shit. Stefan left, bad grade on my paper, mom is a bitch, money issues, and breaking up with Stefan. Just can't wait to see what the next 10 months have in store....2012 can't come soon enough.
Beth
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